Tuesday, November 15, 2011

The November greys

Recently, I had a *major* attack of the November greys.

As in properly walking home from work with tears in the eyes.

They always hit around this time of year.

The hours at school are as punishing as ever, and general busyness often leaves me sad and tired and a little fed up.

Which I know is silly, and entirely ridiculous given how blessed I am, and please don't think I'm not grateful, but it happens.

Stir in feeling poorly and it's quite the toxic mix.

So frustrations seem harder to bear, a cutting remark from a friend stings a little more, I feel overstretched and unloved and I generally feel a bit horrid. All those years of being the new girl mean the brave face is polished and ready to go, but it still feels rough.

Luckily, I have some wonderful friends (Nai and Eileen especially, thanks for this weekend - your chats really helped to buoy me back up!) and a stellar boyfriend (ankoos badger :-)) and now, despite the sniffles and sleepiness, I'm hoping that the greys have passed, and now I can focus on the serious stuff.

Less than six weeks until Christmas!

post signature

4 comments:

  1. If it makes you feel any better, I know exactly what you mean. Grey, gloomy, damp weather brings me down too. And in a grey city somehow it's even worse; as if the greyness is magnified. Just wait til it snows though...!

    ReplyDelete
  2. Hope the November greys leave you soon.

    ReplyDelete
  3. Having clinical depression myself, I know exactly how that is - winter can be hard, too. Hang in there! I suggest quilting light bulbs. You can get them at fabric stores and they make a world of difference. They're also called "natural light."

    ReplyDelete
  4. I've heard that SAD lamps make all the difference in the world at this time of year!

    ReplyDelete

Thank you for your comment - I do read them all but it may take me a little while (a couple of days) to respond during busy times. I love reading what you have to say!

Have a wonderful day!

Hi, I'm Claire...

Hi, I'm Claire...

About Me

I believe in 80s pop, 90s teen movies, and proper thank you notes. I just like smiling...smiling's my favourite.

I write here about London, food, books & travel, and a lot more besides. I'm never happier than when having adventures, cooking for friends, or lost in a good book.

If you'd like to work together, or if you'd just like to say hello, my email is: countrymouseclaire@gmail.com

Please note that on occasion affiliate links may be used in this blog. All items received for review or paid posts will always be disclosed.

Newsletter

powered by TinyLetter

Bloglovin

Follow

Hibs

HIBS100 Index of Home and Interior Blogs
HIBS100

Popular Posts

Search This Blog

Blog Archives

Grab My Button

CM Claire
<div class="grab-button" margin: 0 auto;"><a href="http://www.countrymouseclaire.com/" rel="nofollow"><img src="http://i909.photobucket.com/albums/ac293/munchkin_land_designs/BlogDesigns/CountryMouseClaire/CountryMouseClaireNewButton1.png" alt="CM Claire"></div>

Zomato

View my food journey on Zomato!

stumbleupon

Total Pageviews

 
Designed by Munchkin Land Designs • Copyright 2015 • All Rights Reserved